Some may say single life is wow, but sincerely it isn't. Just going through life seeing your friends get married, seeing them having children and families, spending Friday nights and weekends alone, having no one to make love to or give you some hot sex, having no one to cuddle, kiss or massage you. It's a whole lot already. Most husband keeps their wife sane through sexual activities. Like the married can make love to their significant other just anytime they want but it isn't so for the singles, except those that are dating or have a boyfriend. Trying to build relationships, breaking up with the not serious ones and starting all over again to find a man who will woo you and probably marry you. Definitely, this isn't easy and like I said in my previous post, everything comes with it challenges. The good side and the bad side. I wouldn't say I am strong because I do cry, I cry like a baby and wet my pillows with tears, that just the only way I can let go of my pains and frustration. Watching movies, listening to music, going out may be anyway, mostly restricted to school helps a lot. I don't have friends, I would have help my friends take care of their kids. I love working, I hate being idle. I hate being trapped or staying in some cage. I would love my husband to be a travelling person, so we could tour the world. More so, I won't want a husband I would be seeing everyday and monitored like a slave. My husband should treat me like a baby at the same time trust and respect me. He shouldn't dictate my life for me as I have my own life to live and purpose to fulfilled. I am allergic to bad men. Men who can't treat a woman right, pamper and respect her as well. I have been in same place my whole life, my life revolves round a state and often times feel uncomfortable staying in it. Being married gives you stability, a stable boyfriend, gives you respect too. You won't have to be moving from one man to another. To some, it gives fulfillment. Having a man of their own, having children and a family gives them joy. I pray we all find what works for us and be fulfilled. The very reason I want to be married.
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